You're gonna miss me when I'm gone.

I want to be Blair Waldorf. I want her wardrobe and her perfection and of course Chuck. They are the cutest, most perfect couple. 

In the past week and a half I have watched 41 episodes of gossip girl and read three books. I clearly have no life.

Everytime you walk away or run away,
You take a piece of me with you there.

I have no life.

But it does allow for lots of Netflix time and reading!

Most days I don’t wake up until now and today I have already been to work and a doctor appointment and made lunch and watched 2 episodes of gossip girl. Now time to read a few chapters or divergent and nap. 

Gossip girl is my new addiction. I just really want Dan. He is my favorite. I also don’t want to get up to work in the morning. I just want to sleep in and go shopping and hang out with a certain someone yet I know it won’t happen and that depresses me. I just want it to all work out. Too bad there are complications that can’t seem to be avoided and the fact that I am too nervous to say anything that is on my mind. There are so many questions I want to ask but I’m too scared to do so.